It is going down. At this very moment I could not care less. I am very disapointed. I am very unimpressed. And it goes against who I am. I should not just stay and suck it up. It is very unhealthy.
Archive for January, 2008
29 Jan
The flame..
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Living with Mental Disorders. Tagged: Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, Work related. 1 Comment
24 Jan
I’m not there…
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, The Art of Living, Work related. 4 Comments
I have been feeling really bad about myself. No actually I have been feeling really awful about being. Existing has been a test, a challenge at every moment. I don’t think I have ever been trapped in such a bottomless pit of distress. I have been struggling so much to just be stable, happy, balanced, not scared. [...]
23 Jan
Ca passe ou ca casse…
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, Work related. Leave a Comment
So I sat down with my boss and our National Sale Manager. Brought forward solution and was completely 100% forward and authentic. I believe I got the same from them. I am going to sleep on it. Tomorrow morning is either going to be my first day without a job in transport or it is going [...]
22 Jan
Battlestar Galactica Fun Facts
Posted by Onyxx in Uncategorized. Tagged: Battlestar Galactica, Did you know?, Fun and Games. Leave a Comment
Commander Adama has a shaving mirror in his cabin. This mirror is made by IKEA, and is a model called “Fräck” (spelling according to IKEA Web site). This word is similar to “frak” (spelling according to the subtitles with an “a” and without a “c”), which is the primary vulgarity in the Battlestar Galactica universe. [...]
22 Jan
Trying to be Brave
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, Work related. Leave a Comment
And having a lot of trouble doing it. I feel like crap much… I was stucked in an anxiety loop last night; I cried a lot and I was filled with anger and disapointment. I have been perceiving things at work as being not short from nightmarish. On a daily basis something happens and I [...]
17 Jan
One month
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, Work related. Leave a Comment
I give it one month and either he is going to let me go because.. whatever or what is going to happen is that I am going to say goodbye if it kills my soul. If I can bring good in the office, be a good business woman without being a cutballs (I am not [...]
16 Jan
Crapalicious
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Effexor XR, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, Work related. Leave a Comment
Today I feel “blahhh”. It’s not really a bad day, but it is definitely not a good day. I am at work and things are not rolling at all. Yes, I am trying to keep up smiling and go on. I get disapointed sometime.
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