Archive for August, 2008
31
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Fear, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, panic, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, stress. Leave a Comment
I find it very frustrating that I can intellectualize things but not make actual changes. The fact that I can say that I need to be unconcerned by society’s disapproval of my habits and beliefs but yet feel paralyzed and remain in that state of agoraphobia is beyond me. I really can’t wait to go [...]
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27
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Magick, Perception, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, Mental Health, Battlestar Galactica, Setting myself Goals, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Chakras, Detoxing from Effexor XR, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Self-Image and self-esteem, Eccentric, Eccentricity, Concerns, Habits, Beliefs, society, Introspection, Genius, Gais Baltar, The Art of Living, Exploring Consciousness. Leave a Comment
I was meditating, doing some deep introspection this morning. I wanted to try to heal myself because last night I had a fairly bad “episode”. I imagine it was just a very bad panic attack, but I was scared and thought I was maybe losing my mind. We were watching The Stand TV miniseries when [...]
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24
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Exploring Consciousness, healtharticles.org, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Personal Contracts and Goals, scrapper, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, Simple Living, stealing, stolen, The Art of Living, Thieves, Writing my way out. Leave a Comment
There is a balance that happened today and in some sort of twisted way I gain a lesson. I was really frustrated earlier because I discovered that someone has been stealing my content. For a moment I did panic and I felt really bad about it. I let my mind run free with the worst [...]
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24
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders. Tagged: Blog, Fraud, Health, Living with Mental Disorders, mental, Mental Health, thief, Thieves, warning. 1 Comment
While going throught the list of comments that are supposed to be spam, I discovered something very odd. There were entries that were saying for exemple: “<wrong author> wrote an interesting post today on… ” and then it would be one of my post. It seems that more than a few people around the net [...]
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23
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Cold Turkey, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Health, Hope, Living with Mental Disorders, mental, Mental Health, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, The Art of Living. 4 Comments
I realized while checking through my posts that I am featured when you use the word “DETOX” on wordpress… I was really suprised and delighted!
Yesterday I was really not feeling well. It was like I was back into my detox from the effexors. My head was throbbing it seems. I had flu like symptoms, so [...]
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22
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Creation, Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, rape, schedule, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, Simple Living, SSRI, Stream of Consciousness, survivor, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Leave a Comment
I have begun to read for the second time The Art of Everyday Ecstasy by Margot Anand. This time again it just comes and grabs me just the way I needed it to. In the ways she express herself I can find comfort and I recognize my own thoughts as well. She is one of [...]
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20
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Archetypes, Authenticity, Battlestar Galactica, Bsg, Connection, Cylons, Dreaming, Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, higher, Hybrid, key, Living with Mental Disorders, Magick, Mental Health, message, metaphysical, metaphysics, My Artwork, onyxx, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, rape, self, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, show, silence, Simple Living, speak, spiritual, Spirituality, Stream of Consciousness, survivor, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, thruth, trance, tv, uttureance, Writing my way out, zen. Leave a Comment
I was re-reading some of my posts possibly trying to find insights or patterns… I was actually suprised when I check out my post “Speak Child” from November 19th 2007. I really did not remember discussing the events that have been plaguing me for so long. I have been looking for the right words in [...]
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20
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, Mental Health, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. 3 Comments
I am not sure how it came to that; but I found two really interesting essays. I think I was looking for kindred spirits. I wanted to feel reassured that there are others that are in resonance with me out there. I fell in a trance earlier in the evening and wrote something; I’ll take [...]
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