26
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, The Art of Living. Tagged: 43 things, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Deviantart, Goals, Graphic Design, Infography, list, panic attacks, resolutions, website. 2 Comments
People make New Year resolutions all the time but they do not necessarily follow through with them. I am not expecting the impossible from myself, I am not asking myself to reach goals that are beyond what I can grasp. I have been working very hard everyday on rebuilding myself since I stopped, in [...]
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18
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Lifestyle. Tagged: Love, transart, Emploi-Quebec, polyamourous, writing, Infography, Course, school, polyamory, riker, william riker, Deanna Troy, start trek, Frienship, space, the next generation, Fanfic, Fanfiction, story, polyamorous. Leave a Comment
Today I am happy to say that I made a great step to make things better for myself : I have met with my emploi-quebec agent, and went also to the school administration and I registered to an infography course that is going to start on january 19th. I was very nervous because my agent [...]
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16
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Writing my way out. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, panic attack. Leave a Comment
I need to write right this second because I am starting a panic attack. I can feel it rising inside, I can feel that if I don’t want to lose it I need to keep control. I need to breathe, but I have trouble to stay calm. I slept really bad last night… I don’t [...]
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13
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Interview, News, panic attack, radio-canada, rdi, television, tv, tv report. Leave a Comment
Today the channel RDI (an offshoot of Radio-Canada that devote themselve to news) was doing a news report on “L’Atelier d’artisanat du centre-ville” which is the community service that offers my program “Transart vers l’emploi”. A lot of people were missing, I assume because they were camera shy and/or did not want to be associated [...]
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8
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Writing my way out. Tagged: Blog, Infography, motivation, soapboxarcade, writing. Leave a Comment
I cannot say that things have actually been going bad. I think that overall, things are getting better and better… I do still have anxiety and moments where I panic, get angry, feel weak, but in general I ma going forward. I know I haven’t been writing as much as I would like to do; [...]
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