Starbuck Returns by jasonpal
The image on this post is from an artist that I discovered on DeviantART; it is jasonpal… I strongly recommand that everyone visits his gallery. He is incredibly talented. The reason I chose this particular piece is because of the choice of subject: Starbuck and the nebula that went nova (forming a mandala in the sky). Kara Thrace and her special destiny… I once felt I had a special destiny too. I believe it is the lack of that deep entrancing feeling that is making me so very sad. I want to set on a quest to regain a sense of who I am and I want also to see the world in that grand mythical way I use to.
I thought that maybe something along a vision quest would be my best way to go. I wantto start tonite to lay down questions that I want to ask myself. I feel like I have lost my way and need to get back in touch with something that is buried inside me. I need to face my fears, I need to lay down my burdens, I need to be reborned. I have had in my head some ideas of meditation that would make perfect sense in the context; and it all take a taste of the Zen of Cylons. I’ve got to figure things for myself and If I work hard at it, I might be able sooner then later to feel joy in my heart. Maybe when I feel more comfortable with what I want to do I will talk about it a bit more here, maybe even will I detail what it will be.
