Archive for the ‘About Life’ Category

Pushing through walls

I promised that I would make an effort to write every week here.  Today is kinda difficult, I don’t feel like it. Actually I did not feel like getting out of bed at all today.  I feel gloomy and depressed.  There are no specific reasons for it, it just is.   But all week I have [...]

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A quick word

One of the reasons I haven’t been around recently because I do not have the internet at home.  But I will be coming to a cafe with internet once a week and I will stay in the loop. I will take my emails, I will write to people, I will keep informed of what is [...]

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Second day

I started the graphic design course yesterday.  I was relieved to see that the people in the class are mature, even the younger ones.  The days are very long; I start at 8h10 in the morning and finish at 4h10 in the afternoon.  We are of course just at the intro of the modules, but [...]

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Creep factor

This morning I would have stayed in bed… My back is hurting pretty bad right now; it’s been like that for days now.  At least I kinda slept alright because I found ways to make myself comfortable.  So I am not really tired this morning, but from what I can sense dso far, I have [...]

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What to do…

Of course I am feeling disappointed; the graphic design course beginning has been pushed for another 3 weeks.  I was supposed to be there this frakking morning, not here NOT HERE.  It goes beyond being disappointed actually.  I was still kinda OK when I left this morning, I even was able to put my negative feelings [...]

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So very tired

I feel awful today.  I had troubles to sleep again and when it was time to egt up and get ready to go to Transart, I did not even have the coordination to walk properly.  So I called in and said that I was too exhausted once more to come in.  I’m trying to not [...]

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Can’t sleep

I can’t sleep again.  I was tired for a while but I just stayed lying there in bed without being able to actually rest.  This is getting to piss me off a bit…  Grr I wish tomorrow I can stay home; if there is still a storm it shouldn’t be a problem.  I need to [...]

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Wheels in motion

Therapy is certainly putting the wheels in motion in my head…   I have had some reflections between sessions since the beginning, but this week I am actually seeing that we touched a very delicate aspect, one that touches many parts of who I am and what I want in my life or not.  I seems [...]

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