Archive for the ‘Detoxing from Effexor XR’ Category
17
Oct
Posted by Onyxx in Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Anxiety, Artwork, Chattering, Compassion, Creation, Lucy's Tapes, mind chatter, patience, Terrible Natural child, The Navitas. Leave a Comment
I guess I never feel satisfied about myself. I wish I was feeling awesome right now. I know I still have to remain patient and compassionate with myself but it blows… I don’t want to wait for months until I feel like myself again. I don’t want it to be long weeks before I can [...]
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30
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Anxiety, brave, Exhaustion, out-of-body, scary, strange, stress, tireness. Leave a Comment
I wrote this two days ago but did not post it then: So I am wondering right now how strong I am. I have been pushing myself quite a bit frankly; I am proud of myself. But I am quite tired still, exhausted everyday. I am very anxious every single day and have panic attacks. [...]
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24
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Challenge, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Control, Copperworks, Craft, panic attack, program, strengh. Leave a Comment
So I have been exhausted for days now. I started that program on monday and frankly it is taking a chunk out of me. To have to be up early in the morning, drag my ass to the location and stay there all day is rough. But I guess that is a good test of [...]
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20
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Anxiety, Bliss, Compassion, Conscience, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Ideal, Living with Mental Disorders, meditation, memory, Mental Health, mindful, Mindfulness, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Life, remembering, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I had a moment of pure of clarity while I was standing in the kitchen tonight. It is like there was something that clicked in my head and all of the sudden, negative messages that had been playing in my head non-stopped just did not make sense anymore. They were just now irrelevant.
All of the [...]
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27
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Magick, Perception, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, Mental Health, Battlestar Galactica, Setting myself Goals, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Chakras, Detoxing from Effexor XR, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Self-Image and self-esteem, Eccentric, Eccentricity, Concerns, Habits, Beliefs, society, Introspection, Genius, Gais Baltar, The Art of Living, Exploring Consciousness. Leave a Comment
I was meditating, doing some deep introspection this morning. I wanted to try to heal myself because last night I had a fairly bad “episode”. I imagine it was just a very bad panic attack, but I was scared and thought I was maybe losing my mind. We were watching The Stand TV miniseries when [...]
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23
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Cold Turkey, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Health, Hope, Living with Mental Disorders, mental, Mental Health, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, The Art of Living. 4 Comments
I realized while checking through my posts that I am featured when you use the word “DETOX” on wordpress… I was really suprised and delighted!
Yesterday I was really not feeling well. It was like I was back into my detox from the effexors. My head was throbbing it seems. I had flu like symptoms, so [...]
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5
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, My cat Cleo, The Art of Living. Tagged: Cat, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, My cat Cleo, Simple Living, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I have been attempting to rest for the past few days. I have also spent a massive amount of time just enjoying spending time with Cleo. You know petting her, rubbing her behind the ears, hiding under blanket, spooning… I know I have been trapped in a real gloomy mood for a long long time. [...]
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29
Jul
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Cold Turkey, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Magick, Mental Health, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I had a keyboard malfunction yesterday so I did not post because of that. Since I could not really move out of bed because I hurt my neck, I was lazy, I admit it. So what is happening with me apart from my restriction to move my head? Well, I believe I can say I [...]
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