Archive for the ‘Exploring Consciousness’ Category
15
Mar
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Lifestyle, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Anxiety, Flow, harmony, Love, panic attack, Perception, potential, reality, Senses, vision. 2 Comments
This week has been very difficult for me. I think I hit a wall or something. I have been making progress; I have been working hard everyday to feel better and be at peace with myself. I have been stuck in a difficult place for days, crying my eyes out, wondering what was wrong with [...]
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5
Mar
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Anxiety, Ibs, projection, school, stress. Leave a Comment
I needed to take some time to get into school properly. It’s going alright overall. I got sick last week (and was a bit the previous week) because of the ibs and also because of a bad cold. I was a mess. I was very discouraged and I did not know [...]
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20
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in DeviantART Watch, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Battlestar Galactica, Cylons, Destiny, Deviantart, jasonpal, Kara Thrace, Nebula, starbuck, zen. Leave a Comment
The image on this post is from an artist that I discovered on DeviantART; it is jasonpal… I strongly recommand that everyone visits his gallery. He is incredibly talented. The reason I chose this particular piece is because of the choice of subject: Starbuck and the nebula that went nova (forming a mandala in the [...]
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20
Nov
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Awareness, Challenge, Conflicts, Elle, heroes, psychodynamic, psychotherapy, Sylar, tension. Leave a Comment
I’ve had therapy tonite. I asked her at the end of the last session why I was not getting exercises to do between sessions like Jackson is getting. Seems like actually it is not cognitive behavioral therapy I am doing, it is psychodymamics. I needed to place things in perspective and understand in my own [...]
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14
Oct
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Alan Cumming, Clothes, magic, makeover, Nanowrimo, outfit, tales, tin man, tv serie. Leave a Comment
Jackson and I watched the mini-serie “Tin Man” during the week-end. I let myself be taken by it and I really enjoyed the ride actually. I kept on looking at Alan Cumming character Glitch almost mesmerized. I was thinking how delicious he looked and how much I would love to have an whole day alone [...]
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5
Oct
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Abilities, Chattering, Curse, Destiny, Experience, Gift, hero, heroes, Holding Back, Input, Insight, knowledge, manipulation, Nightmares, own terms, pain, potential, powers, reflection, responsabilities, restrain, Sylar, villain. Leave a Comment
I have questioned myself on Friday, did some reflections on what the frak is up with me and my constant self-talk that is so destructive. I think I am afraid of being myself fully because I know I can be a very intense person and that a lot of people might not be able to [...]
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20
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Anxiety, Bliss, Compassion, Conscience, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Ideal, Living with Mental Disorders, meditation, memory, Mental Health, mindful, Mindfulness, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Life, remembering, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I had a moment of pure of clarity while I was standing in the kitchen tonight. It is like there was something that clicked in my head and all of the sudden, negative messages that had been playing in my head non-stopped just did not make sense anymore. They were just now irrelevant.
All of the [...]
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27
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Magick, Perception, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, Mental Health, Battlestar Galactica, Setting myself Goals, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Chakras, Detoxing from Effexor XR, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Self-Image and self-esteem, Eccentric, Eccentricity, Concerns, Habits, Beliefs, society, Introspection, Genius, Gais Baltar, The Art of Living, Exploring Consciousness. Leave a Comment
I was meditating, doing some deep introspection this morning. I wanted to try to heal myself because last night I had a fairly bad “episode”. I imagine it was just a very bad panic attack, but I was scared and thought I was maybe losing my mind. We were watching The Stand TV miniseries when [...]
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