Archive for the ‘Living with IBS’ Category
5
Mar
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Anxiety, Ibs, projection, school, stress. Leave a Comment
I needed to take some time to get into school properly. It’s going alright overall. I got sick last week (and was a bit the previous week) because of the ibs and also because of a bad cold. I was a mess. I was very discouraged and I did not know [...]
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11
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Leave a Comment
I’m still not sleeping that good you know… This is really getting to be annoying. I don’t want to do anything, especially not come out of the apartment and go in the cold temperature because I am sleepy and want to stay in under a blanket. It’s not really that I am that agoraphobic these [...]
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6
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Apartment, Bedroom, Blog, Comfort, Creation, Deadline, Negative, panic attack, thoughts. Leave a Comment
So we now have the apartment to ourselves, Jackson and I… We have been setting things up so we are feeling free and comfortable. I now have a bedroom with two queen size beds side by side. That resulted in a “superbed” that is huge and in which I can roll! We have a living-room [...]
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16
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders. Tagged: Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health. Leave a Comment
Again today i am not feeling so well physically and emotionnaly. It sucks a lot. I was doing so well at the beginnning of the week. It’s my IBS acting up again (less than when I was on Effexor but still) and I am battling a urinal infection on top of this. I saw a [...]
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21
Jul
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Cold Turkey, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
July 20, 2008 – Day 9 of detox
I feel yucky still. My whole body is itching like crazy, my ibs is acting up (but at least something is happening even if all relating to it is unbearable), my head is buzzing, my sinus feel blocked and this is giving me a headache.
Actually as the day [...]
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4
Jul
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, My cat Cleo. Tagged: Cat, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, journey, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, My cat Cleo, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI. Leave a Comment
Miss Cleopatra Bigglesworth
My lovely cat Cleo is really sick and has been really depressed the past week. We went to the vet today to have her examined. She has pyometra (that means that her uterus has filled with pus). She got to be really strong if she wants to heal. We have a couple of [...]
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9
Jun
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Living with IBS, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, Writing my way out. Tagged: Effexor XR, Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, Writing my way out. 2 Comments
I am really trying to make a good habit for myself to write every single day. On one side I am trying to not be so hard on myself for not doing it, but on the other, it’s just like physical activity… If I am just planning to do it but actually do not [...]
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24
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Detoxing from Effexor XR, Effexor XR, Ibs, Irritable Bowel Syndrom, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, SSRI, The Art of Living, Work related. 4 Comments
I have been feeling really bad about myself. No actually I have been feeling really awful about being. Existing has been a test, a challenge at every moment. I don’t think I have ever been trapped in such a bottomless pit of distress. I have been struggling so much to just be stable, happy, balanced, not scared. [...]
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