I had to stop and reflect on it; it was inevitable. I had to consciously and clearly ask myself if I actually believed that I strayed from my path and lost my way. The answer is “no”. I have remained authentic; my core untouched and my heart true. My inner light still burning, keeping me [...]
Archive for the ‘Living with Mental Disorders’ Category
24 May
Pushing through walls
I promised that I would make an effort to write every week here. Today is kinda difficult, I don’t feel like it. Actually I did not feel like getting out of bed at all today. I feel gloomy and depressed. There are no specific reasons for it, it just is. But all week I have [...]
15 Mar
The Emergence of the Dragon
This week has been very difficult for me. I think I hit a wall or something. I have been making progress; I have been working hard everyday to feel better and be at peace with myself. I have been stuck in a difficult place for days, crying my eyes out, wondering what was wrong with [...]
9 Mar
The fire inside
I have been feeling upset the past few days, especially yesterday. It is bothering me a lot that I don’t feel like I can create anything of any consquence. Sure I am doing what I am asked to do in class, but just like when I was at Transart doing enamel/copperwork, I don’t feel like [...]
5 Mar
Projection and well being
I needed to take some time to get into school properly. It’s going alright overall. I got sick last week (and was a bit the previous week) because of the ibs and also because of a bad cold. I was a mess. I was very discouraged and I did not know [...]
20 Jan
The Zen of Cylons
The image on this post is from an artist that I discovered on DeviantART; it is jasonpal… I strongly recommand that everyone visits his gallery. He is incredibly talented. The reason I chose this particular piece is because of the choice of subject: Starbuck and the nebula that went nova (forming a mandala in the [...]
19 Jan
What to do…
Of course I am feeling disappointed; the graphic design course beginning has been pushed for another 3 weeks. I was supposed to be there this frakking morning, not here NOT HERE. It goes beyond being disappointed actually. I was still kinda OK when I left this morning, I even was able to put my negative feelings [...]
11 Jan
Never too Late
I’m still not sleeping that good you know… This is really getting to be annoying. I don’t want to do anything, especially not come out of the apartment and go in the cold temperature because I am sleepy and want to stay in under a blanket. It’s not really that I am that agoraphobic these [...]
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