Archive for the ‘My Artwork’ Category
9
Mar
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals. Tagged: Anxiety, creativity. Leave a Comment
I have been feeling upset the past few days, especially yesterday. It is bothering me a lot that I don’t feel like I can create anything of any consquence. Sure I am doing what I am asked to do in class, but just like when I was at Transart doing enamel/copperwork, I don’t feel like [...]
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11
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Leave a Comment
I’m still not sleeping that good you know… This is really getting to be annoying. I don’t want to do anything, especially not come out of the apartment and go in the cold temperature because I am sleepy and want to stay in under a blanket. It’s not really that I am that agoraphobic these [...]
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6
Jan
Posted by Onyxx in Living with IBS, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Apartment, Bedroom, Blog, Comfort, Creation, Deadline, Negative, panic attack, thoughts. Leave a Comment
So we now have the apartment to ourselves, Jackson and I… We have been setting things up so we are feeling free and comfortable. I now have a bedroom with two queen size beds side by side. That resulted in a “superbed” that is huge and in which I can roll! We have a living-room [...]
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26
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, The Art of Living. Tagged: 43 things, Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Deviantart, Goals, Graphic Design, Infography, list, panic attacks, resolutions, website. 2 Comments
People make New Year resolutions all the time but they do not necessarily follow through with them. I am not expecting the impossible from myself, I am not asking myself to reach goals that are beyond what I can grasp. I have been working very hard everyday on rebuilding myself since I stopped, in [...]
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18
Nov
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Lifestyle. Tagged: Anxiety, Gathering, party, social, wii fit. Leave a Comment
We try to make things work at home but it’s often difficult in such a small space to be able to be creative. So right now both me and Jackson are installed in the living room, each on our different computer and with our headset on. Ends up that we have the same thing playing; [...]
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17
Oct
Posted by Onyxx in Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Anxiety, Artwork, Chattering, Compassion, Creation, Lucy's Tapes, mind chatter, patience, Terrible Natural child, The Navitas. Leave a Comment
I guess I never feel satisfied about myself. I wish I was feeling awesome right now. I know I still have to remain patient and compassionate with myself but it blows… I don’t want to wait for months until I feel like myself again. I don’t want it to be long weeks before I can [...]
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14
Oct
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem. Tagged: Alan Cumming, Clothes, magic, makeover, Nanowrimo, outfit, tales, tin man, tv serie. Leave a Comment
Jackson and I watched the mini-serie “Tin Man” during the week-end. I let myself be taken by it and I really enjoyed the ride actually. I kept on looking at Alan Cumming character Glitch almost mesmerized. I was thinking how delicious he looked and how much I would love to have an whole day alone [...]
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