I promised that I would make an effort to write every week here. Today is kinda difficult, I don’t feel like it. Actually I did not feel like getting out of bed at all today. I feel gloomy and depressed. There are no specific reasons for it, it just is. But all week I have [...]
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15 Mar
The Emergence of the Dragon
This week has been very difficult for me. I think I hit a wall or something. I have been making progress; I have been working hard everyday to feel better and be at peace with myself. I have been stuck in a difficult place for days, crying my eyes out, wondering what was wrong with [...]
9 Mar
The fire inside
I have been feeling upset the past few days, especially yesterday. It is bothering me a lot that I don’t feel like I can create anything of any consquence. Sure I am doing what I am asked to do in class, but just like when I was at Transart doing enamel/copperwork, I don’t feel like [...]
5 Mar
Projection and well being
I needed to take some time to get into school properly. It’s going alright overall. I got sick last week (and was a bit the previous week) because of the ibs and also because of a bad cold. I was a mess. I was very discouraged and I did not know [...]
20 Jan
The Zen of Cylons
The image on this post is from an artist that I discovered on DeviantART; it is jasonpal… I strongly recommand that everyone visits his gallery. He is incredibly talented. The reason I chose this particular piece is because of the choice of subject: Starbuck and the nebula that went nova (forming a mandala in the [...]
11 Jan
Never too Late
I’m still not sleeping that good you know… This is really getting to be annoying. I don’t want to do anything, especially not come out of the apartment and go in the cold temperature because I am sleepy and want to stay in under a blanket. It’s not really that I am that agoraphobic these [...]
6 Jan
Home sweet Home
So we now have the apartment to ourselves, Jackson and I… We have been setting things up so we are feeling free and comfortable. I now have a bedroom with two queen size beds side by side. That resulted in a “superbed” that is huge and in which I can roll! We have a living-room [...]
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