I had to stop and reflect on it; it was inevitable. I had to consciously and clearly ask myself if I actually believed that I strayed from my path and lost my way. The answer is “no”. I have remained authentic; my core untouched and my heart true. My inner light still burning, keeping me [...]
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15 Mar
The Emergence of the Dragon
This week has been very difficult for me. I think I hit a wall or something. I have been making progress; I have been working hard everyday to feel better and be at peace with myself. I have been stuck in a difficult place for days, crying my eyes out, wondering what was wrong with [...]
20 Jan
The Zen of Cylons
The image on this post is from an artist that I discovered on DeviantART; it is jasonpal… I strongly recommand that everyone visits his gallery. He is incredibly talented. The reason I chose this particular piece is because of the choice of subject: Starbuck and the nebula that went nova (forming a mandala in the [...]
11 Jan
Never too Late
I’m still not sleeping that good you know… This is really getting to be annoying. I don’t want to do anything, especially not come out of the apartment and go in the cold temperature because I am sleepy and want to stay in under a blanket. It’s not really that I am that agoraphobic these [...]
6 Jan
Home sweet Home
So we now have the apartment to ourselves, Jackson and I… We have been setting things up so we are feeling free and comfortable. I now have a bedroom with two queen size beds side by side. That resulted in a “superbed” that is huge and in which I can roll! We have a living-room [...]
20 Nov
Healing the Heroine
I’ve had therapy tonite. I asked her at the end of the last session why I was not getting exercises to do between sessions like Jackson is getting. Seems like actually it is not cognitive behavioral therapy I am doing, it is psychodymamics. I needed to place things in perspective and understand in my own [...]
17 Oct
So you smile at me
I guess I never feel satisfied about myself. I wish I was feeling awesome right now. I know I still have to remain patient and compassionate with myself but it blows… I don’t want to wait for months until I feel like myself again. I don’t want it to be long weeks before I can [...]
14 Oct
A little tale
Jackson and I watched the mini-serie “Tin Man” during the week-end. I let myself be taken by it and I really enjoyed the ride actually. I kept on looking at Alan Cumming character Glitch almost mesmerized. I was thinking how delicious he looked and how much I would love to have an whole day alone [...]
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