Archive for the ‘The Art of Living’ Category
10
Jun
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I had to stop and reflect on it; it was inevitable. I had to consciously and clearly ask myself if I actually believed that I strayed from my path and lost my way. The answer is “no”. I have remained authentic; my core untouched and my heart true. My inner light still burning, keeping me [...]
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15
Mar
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Lifestyle, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Anxiety, Flow, harmony, Love, panic attack, Perception, potential, reality, Senses, vision. 2 Comments
This week has been very difficult for me. I think I hit a wall or something. I have been making progress; I have been working hard everyday to feel better and be at peace with myself. I have been stuck in a difficult place for days, crying my eyes out, wondering what was wrong with [...]
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26
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, My Artwork, Personal Contracts and Goals, The Art of Living. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Goals, Anxiety, Infography, Graphic Design, Deviantart, 43 things, list, website, panic attacks, resolutions. 2 Comments
People make New Year resolutions all the time but they do not necessarily follow through with them. I am not expecting the impossible from myself, I am not asking myself to reach goals that are beyond what I can grasp. I have been working very hard everyday on rebuilding myself since I stopped, in [...]
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20
Nov
Posted by Onyxx in Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Thoughts and Insights. Tagged: Challenge, tension, Sylar, heroes, psychodynamic, psychotherapy, Conflicts, Awareness, Elle. Leave a Comment
I’ve had therapy tonite. I asked her at the end of the last session why I was not getting exercises to do between sessions like Jackson is getting. Seems like actually it is not cognitive behavioral therapy I am doing, it is psychodymamics. I needed to place things in perspective and understand in my own [...]
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30
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Detoxing from Effexor XR, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: stress, Anxiety, Exhaustion, tireness, out-of-body, strange, scary, brave. Leave a Comment
I wrote this two days ago but did not post it then: So I am wondering right now how strong I am. I have been pushing myself quite a bit frankly; I am proud of myself. But I am quite tired still, exhausted everyday. I am very anxious every single day and have panic attacks. [...]
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20
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Anxiety, Bliss, Compassion, Conscience, Detoxing from Effexor XR, Exploring Consciousness, Ideal, Living with Mental Disorders, meditation, memory, Mental Health, mindful, Mindfulness, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Life, remembering, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, SSRI, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
I had a moment of pure of clarity while I was standing in the kitchen tonight. It is like there was something that clicked in my head and all of the sudden, negative messages that had been playing in my head non-stopped just did not make sense anymore. They were just now irrelevant.
All of the [...]
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16
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Date, Emploi-Quebec, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Personal Contracts and Goals, Polyamorous Life, polyamourous, positive thinking, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, The Art of Living, Therapy, transart. Leave a Comment
Things are really taking a good turn it seems. I guess that positive thinking does actually work. Of course I am still fighting the negative mind chattering, I will probably always will, but I can now mostly do it with a smile on my face.
Like I said on friday, I got a place in the [...]
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2
Sep
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Living with Mental Disorders, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living. Tagged: Perception, Mental Health, Living with Mental Disorders, Creation, Self-Image and self-esteem, performing, performance art, yoko, no, steve martin, l.a. story, Movie, The Art of Living. Leave a Comment
Last night Jackson and I have watch the movie L.A. Story by Steve Martin. It was very well written and acted, it was quite a fantastic surprise actually. What a delightful romantic comedy it was. I’ve discovered to what extend that Steve Martin is actually creative and interesting. What really blew my mind away is [...]
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