Archive for the ‘Writing my way out’ Category
16
May
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Writing my way out. Tagged: Blog, webpage, writing. Leave a Comment
One of the reasons I haven’t been around recently because I do not have the internet at home. But I will be coming to a cafe with internet once a week and I will stay in the loop. I will take my emails, I will write to people, I will keep informed of what is [...]
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16
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Writing my way out. Tagged: Agoraphobia, Anxiety, panic attack. Leave a Comment
I need to write right this second because I am starting a panic attack. I can feel it rising inside, I can feel that if I don’t want to lose it I need to keep control. I need to breathe, but I have trouble to stay calm. I slept really bad last night… I don’t [...]
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8
Dec
Posted by Onyxx in Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Writing my way out. Tagged: Blog, Infography, motivation, soapboxarcade, writing. Leave a Comment
I cannot say that things have actually been going bad. I think that overall, things are getting better and better… I do still have anxiety and moments where I panic, get angry, feel weak, but in general I ma going forward. I know I haven’t been writing as much as I would like to do; [...]
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15
Nov
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Personal Contracts and Goals, Writing my way out. Leave a Comment
To start with I have renamed the blog “THE CHRONICLES OF ONYXX”. The reason I decided to do so is because I realized that I do not have the budget at hand, and will not for a good while, in order to have webhosting and carry on the website I wish to have. I don’t [...]
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24
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Exploring Consciousness, healtharticles.org, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Personal Contracts and Goals, scrapper, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, Simple Living, stealing, stolen, The Art of Living, Thieves, Writing my way out. Leave a Comment
There is a balance that happened today and in some sort of twisted way I gain a lesson. I was really frustrated earlier because I discovered that someone has been stealing my content. For a moment I did panic and I felt really bad about it. I let my mind run free with the worst [...]
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22
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Creation, Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, Living with Mental Disorders, Mental Health, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, rape, schedule, Self-Image and self-esteem, serotonin-norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, Setting myself Goals, Simple Living, SSRI, Stream of Consciousness, survivor, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Leave a Comment
I have begun to read for the second time The Art of Everyday Ecstasy by Margot Anand. This time again it just comes and grabs me just the way I needed it to. In the ways she express herself I can find comfort and I recognize my own thoughts as well. She is one of [...]
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20
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in About Life, Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Living with Mental Disorders, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Archetypes, Authenticity, Battlestar Galactica, Bsg, Connection, Cylons, Dreaming, Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, higher, Hybrid, key, Living with Mental Disorders, Magick, Mental Health, message, metaphysical, metaphysics, My Artwork, onyxx, panic, Perception, Personal Contracts and Goals, rape, self, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, show, silence, Simple Living, speak, spiritual, Spirituality, Stream of Consciousness, survivor, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, thruth, trance, tv, uttureance, Writing my way out, zen. Leave a Comment
I was re-reading some of my posts possibly trying to find insights or patterns… I was actually suprised when I check out my post “Speak Child” from November 19th 2007. I really did not remember discussing the events that have been plaguing me for so long. I have been looking for the right words in [...]
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20
Aug
Posted by Onyxx in Body Mind Spirit, Exploring Consciousness, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. Tagged: Exploring Consciousness, Free Falling, Mental Health, Personal Contracts and Goals, Self-Image and self-esteem, Setting myself Goals, Stream of Consciousness, Synchronicity & Serendipity, The Art of Living, Writing my way out. 3 Comments
I am not sure how it came to that; but I found two really interesting essays. I think I was looking for kindred spirits. I wanted to feel reassured that there are others that are in resonance with me out there. I fell in a trance earlier in the evening and wrote something; I’ll take [...]
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